Mental Health
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Oct 24, 2024

Overcoming Creative Stress: My Journey to Mindfulness and Balance

I share my experience as a Web Developer navigating the pressures of creativity, leading to stress-induced health issues. Through discovering mindfulness practices like Qigong, I found effective ways to manage stress and regain clarity in my personal and professional life.

Creativity is often seen as a gift—a dream for those who can conjure great ideas at will. Yet, as Sir Isaac Newton aptly noted, “For every action, there is an equal but opposite reaction.” The very creativity that inspires can also lead to significant stress. In my journey as a Web Developer and freelancer, I learned how to navigate and mitigate this pressure.

Understanding the Weight of Creativity

As a Webflow developer, the pressures can often feel overwhelming—especially as a freelancer. The constant need to innovate while managing a business and maintaining a stable lifestyle can create significant stress. If you're also a parent or caretaker, that burden multiplies, adding another layer of complexity to your creative endeavors. I quickly learned that this stress could lead to burnout, fatigue, and even serious physical health issues.

My Personal Struggle with Stress

During the height of the COVID-19 pandemic in 2020, the world came to a halt, and so did the work. With no clients and the weight of freelance anxiety, family pressures, and the pandemic itself, I felt the stress escalate. By mid-August, I began experiencing alarming symptoms: chest pain, a racing heart, and dizziness—symptoms that made me question, “Am I having a heart attack?” After several ER visits, I was hospitalized for tests. While the scans revealed a temporary issue with my heart structure, where my heart was dilating when it was not supposed to as I was told. The root cause of this was stress and anxiety. I was diagnosed with Supraventricular Tachycardia (SVT)—a scary term, but was told its often benign, indicating that the upper chambers of my heart were caught in a loop, think of a record stuck on repeat over and over but at a rapid pace.

After consulting with my cardiologist, I was prescribed medication and advised to explore meditation, mindfulness, and breathing exercises. While I had some familiarity with meditation, I had only dabbled in it before and had heard of Qigong. Intrigued yet skeptical, I decided to give it a try.

I began exploring Qigong, an ancient practice that combines movement, meditation, and breath control. To my surprise, it became a powerful tool in managing my stress. After my first session, I felt an immediate wave of calm. By incorporating simple Qigong techniques into my daily routine, I gained a sense of clarity and tranquility that I had previously lacked. My palpitations diminished, and whenever I felt my heart rate spike, I would pause and practice deep breathing.

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So how can this help you if you’re struggling? Keep reading

Start simple:

 Techniques for Breaking Through Stress

One technique that has proven invaluable is box breathing.This method helps center my thoughts and ease anxiety, especially duringintense work sessions. Here’s how you can try it:

  1. Find a quiet space and sit comfortably.
  2. Inhale deeply through your nose for 4 counts.
  3. Hold your breath for 4 counts.
  4. Exhale slowly through your mouth for 4 counts.
  5. Hold your breath again for 4 counts.
  6. Repeat for several cycles.

 Congrats, you've just meditated!

In addition to box breathing, I’ve adopted moving meditations that help release tension and enhance focus. One of my favorite movements is “Cloud Hands.” Here’s a quick overview of how to do it:

  1. Stand with your feet shoulder-width apart and knees slightly bent.
  2. Begin by moving your arms in a flowing motion, as if you’re gently pushing clouds away from your body.
  3. Shift your weight from one foot to the other while keeping your upper body relaxed.
  4. Breathe deeply, allowing the movement to synchronize with your breath, creating a calming rhythm.

These techniques have not only helped reduce my stress but also sparked my creativity. I find that taking breaks for Qigong and deep breathing allows me to return to my work with fresh ideas and improved focus.

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Final Thoughts: Embracing Creativity with Calm

I wont say that everything is alright, this will fix all your problems like a magic wand! NO this is not that, but this can help you gain a bit of control back in your life if you're feeling an extreme amount of stress and anxiety.